you love it.

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 23:43:27 GMT

today's feeling: trapped.

isn't it a great feeling? specially when it has to do with lots of different scenarios in your life. everything is one big cage. everything. some cages are dirty, rusted, and leaking. others are diamond encrusted. but they're all still cages. awesome.

yeah put a bullet in my head.

no please. do it.

and the shower keeps running.....

change is good

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 23:22:17 GMT

my near future is looking really good and i couldnt be more excited. i haven't told anyone my plans for fear of jinxing them. even though these plans are still kind of a bubble in the air, i know they wont be for long. but i can feel it life is going to give me a break this time and i'm finally going to take a crack at this growing up thing. all i know is that by my 22nd birthday i better be far from here. you got 9 months life get with it.

milk was a bad choice

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 00:00:16 GMT

its 95 fucking degrees of hot humidness.
this shit is pissing me off.
everything is sticky.
i fucking hate summer.

Sat, 13 May 2006 17:22:59 GMT

last nights recap:

- saw Cypress Hill and thier ginourmous blown up buddha. that was pretty sweet.

- saw some skank literally getting finger banged in front of us. no literally theres video to prove it.

- began to enjoy Talib Kweli until i get ass raped and steph gets felt up.

- ate some pretty dope rolled tacos & lemonade. " dude roll tacos and a salad what more do you want"

- and ran out of there as fast as we could as soon as we heard My Chemical ass juice start to play.

oh yeah and it was free compliments of the amazing ms. ktan. minus the tacos those were 5 duckets.

the basement party

Tue, 02 May 2006 23:48:36 GMT

couldn't update yesterday cos i was too busy crashing.

Common and Jurassic 5 at USD yesterday, fucking amazing.
seriously such a great show. The fucking DJ was 'Super Rad' (haha). Common humped a girl onstage and steph boiled over in envy. I didn't however get to see all of J5's set cos of incident mentioned below. Whatever man, Common break danced thats all i have to say.

what wasn't rad, me grabbing the receipt instead of the ticket and having to walk back uphills, downhills and stairs to get it. not to mention in pumps half a size too small. thats what i get for trying to be hot. happens.

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 04:38:22 GMT

mmmmmm.....

cream cheese on warm toasty wheat bread, with a tall glass of strawberry Quik = a pretty sweet ending night.

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 04:49:17 GMT

so as of today i know what it feels like to actually be attacked by dogs.

COOL.

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 06:47:27 GMT

dont be stupid, be a smarty.
come and join the Nazi party!

go watch The Producers.

thanks for coming down timmys. hahaha.

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 06:49:53 GMT

i just came back from watching HOSTEL. hmm it wasn't much of a horror film, more like physic. thriller. It wasn't all that bad, i mean the plot line is totally gay, but visually its pretty good. Gruesome as hell, lots of blood and limbs. Sometimes even a little too gory that it was actually kinda funny in a ridiculous kinda way, like the gushing of puss when some japanese girl gets her hanging eyeball cut off. I dunno. I personally give it a B-. I do recommend you watch it though. Oh yeah be prepared to get carded at the ticket window and maybe even the door to the theatre by a random security dude like we did. Cos the movie is pretty much soft-core porn with blood and torture.

...kinda like Erotic Nights of The Living Dead with the bonus Orgy of the Dead. (thank you Best Buy dude)

yeaaaah babyyyyy

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 06:08:48 GMT

juan helped me fix dd's wireless woooooooot.

<3 steph

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 03:11:42 GMT

i need this old train to break down,
oh please just let me please break down....

you want a you're break? you can have it.

calaveras y diablitos invaden my corazon...

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 03:51:43 GMT

wow. its really great stuff like this that make me feel like an ignorant Mexican. I mean being Mexican is amazing. There is so much of our own culture that we dont even celebrate, not because we dont want to but because we just don't know. and that sucks.

Anyway these tons of pictures were taken in Old Town. We were walking by the cemetery when we spotted these chalk drawings on the ground. Because Old Town has changed so much some unmarked graves have been paved over to make way for streets and sidewalks. The only thing that remain are markers on the floor that read "grave site" so i guess people know that there is someone buried under there. Well yesterday being the first day of Dia de los Muertos these chalk artists draw skeletons and flowers to give the forgotten graves personalities and to honor them as well. i think they did this last year too. i think theyre beautiful. anyway enjoy.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 03:09:06 GMT

we had cuddle weather today. it was so awesome. i love it when its cloudy and just enough rain falls. YAY ITS PEACOATS AND HOODIE SEASON!

welcome to the thunderdome bitch.

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 07:09:03 GMT

Saw Waiting with Steph and Rubi tonight. It's a funny movie, i expected funnier though. I mean i really liked it and all, but having the cast it does i did expect a little more laugh out loud stuff. Especially with Dane Cook in it and all. The trailers make it seem like Dane has a bigger role than he actually does, but the handful of scenes he does have are pretty hilarious. Point is i guess, i enjoyed it so you should definitely go and watch it.

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 07:09:46 GMT

they hold it all together as i stand back in envy
is there a hurting heart behind that smile

fucking this prov.
thanks for existing.

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 05:03:41 GMT

fucking wow.
if you guys aren't hooked on LOST yet, you should be.
its fucking great.

yessss

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 02:55:45 GMT

America's Next Top model season 5 starts in 5minutes.
but more importantly:
LOST season 2 at 9pm!
YES!

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 01:20:34 GMT

BEFORE:

finally went blonde all the way.

HELP

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 00:04:10 GMT

hi guys. i started a cookie jar hurricane Katrina relief fund at my mom's 99cents store. the money is going to the victims through the American Red Cross. i put more jars in the businesses around ours and i'm picking them up in a week so hopefully it all goes well. so if you guys want to help out commment on this first so i can keep track. i can only accept cash sorry. so if you want to send it make sure you double envelope it and seal it well. heres the name and address:

A-Z GENERAL MERCHANDISE
3123 E Plaza Blvd. National City, CA. 91950

thank you so much for your help guys!!

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 00:24:15 GMT

NEW BABY! i just got a new pup. i don't know what to name him though so i need help. chioces:

A.) Buster

B.) Butch

c.) open to suggestions (& no steph not jesus or satan)

he's a cutie and soooooo nice. he's only 3 months and he's half pit-bull half something. so he's a mutt. but so am i. so its okay. and he came at a good time too cos my mom killed my hamster Jelly today. bitch. apparently she thought it was ok to take him outside in his plastic cage put him in direct sunlight and let him cook. she said it looked like he needed fresh air. ugh i'm pissed. so i got home buried him and marked his grave with a little flower. but i'm ok now i have a new pup. so name him please so i can go buy his tag. thanks. ♥♥♥

fuckingmotherfuckerassfuck

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 06:52:15 GMT

MY LIFE SUUUUUUUCKS!
fucking shoot me please.
thanx.

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 22:29:00 GMT

i saw Jesus at Target yesterday.
since it was the seventh day i figured he chilled there on his day off.
reason number 3765465765987 why Target owns life.

i left my digicam in the car....damn

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 04:54:08 GMT

hahaha tell me why out of the blue two ex friends from 8th grade call me to say "whats up girl?" yeah i remember back in the day these two guys were little gangsters or at least wannabes. i didnt see them in high school cos i heard rumors that one got shot and the other went to juvi. well as it turns out paul didnt get shot and ernesto didnt go to juvi, instead he had a kid. ok. when i asked them where they got my number from they said "off the t-shirt you signed" hahaha wtf? the last day of 8th grade we all signed our PE shirts when we ran out of space in the year book. i guess i gave one of them my number on their shirt .you know how when you sign a yearbook you usually put your number followed by K.I.T knowing or at least hoping that they wont. i didnt know that they were actually going to call me 5 years later. but due to the fact that i've lived in my house since 5th grade my number hasn't changed. but anyway thats not the best part. we talked for like 5 minutes about ernesto's kid and then paul cuts in saying "so whats up? what do you look like now?" haha i just laughed and said "well my boyfriend thinks i'm cute" they made a quick excuse about having to go and they clicked. um so my question is were they going through their 8th grade PE shirts and calling all the girls numbers in hopes of hooking up? i think thats pretty weird and funny. supposedly they would call me tomorrow uh yeah lets see what happens or who calls now.

these are the sort of things that make me look forward to my reunion.

A TIRE HIT MARY IN THE FACE

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 06:50:05 GMT

man i am so pumped! Dane mother fucking Cook is tomorrow. well technically its The Insomniac Tour with Dave Attell but fuck that guy he's not nearly as hilarious as Dane. plus i don't recall Attell being part of any of our inside jokes or road trips. soooo..... DENIED. whatever i'll most likely end up enjoying him and the special guests. i cant wait for The Retaliation release. dude double cd = double the inside jokes! awesome.

pick a number please, pick a number...4? 1-2-3-4... pick a color please, pick a color...purple? P-U-R-P-L-E...you're a faggot!

HAHA.

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 04:20:14 GMT

i had forgotten how awesome working out is. last time i did that i was dancing in high school a year a go and that was always awsome. it feels so great to take a shower and crash after an hour long routine and a dip in the 'cuzzi and pool. nice.

2 DAYS 'TILL DANE COOK!!

sweet.